July 4, 2003

I feel so alone. I miss my Mom & Dad. My Mom & Dad & I used to do everything together. I think I'm depressed I've practically slept all day. For some reason I feel left out & left down. I want to go home. I keep on thinking about the things Mom, Dad & I used to do together & the wholeness that I felt, but today I feel unfulfilled, as if a void is not filled. Maybe I feel unloved I'm not sure. All I know is I'd rather be home where I belong.