June 30, 2003

Tonight I am so anxious, I can't wait to see Mom & Dad. It's been 20 days since I've seen them. I miss them a lot. I've had a hard time dealing with their absence in my life even though I know that they are there. It's hard because they're there and I'm here. I can't explain why or how but I feel empty in some way with them not being with me each day. Maybe that,s why I crave a relationship so much.

June 29, 2003

I went to church today and dealt with something hard. Asking a girl Sandy for her #. I feel quite relieved & content.

June 28, 2003

I can't feel right now.